Anorexia, Lucifer and demons

So what is  the connection between Anorexia, Lucifer and demons  ?

First lets consider Lucifer, when we think of Lucifer, Satan, the devil whatever you want to call him, we think of a scary monster with horns and red eyes but Lucifer was an attractive male angel – an archangel.  As well as being a gifted musician he was charming and persuasive he persuaded 200 other angels to follow him in rejecting God he did this by offering them better positions if they worked for him instead of God and other rewards, they were so convinced by Lucifer that they joined him in his rebellion against God their creator.

But how is Lucifer connected to the eating disorder anorexia nervosa ?  Well Lucifer and his gang then rebelled against God but failed miserably and were thrown out of heaven but they didn’t go to the burning pit of hell they fell into our atmosphere

and morphed into dark shadowy clouds, they were no longer Gods angels but airborne demons living amongst us but we don’t usually see them – I have seen one once and many people with anorexia say they have seen a dark shadow wafting about nearby, here is one caught on CCTV

I never knew much about demons before my daughter got anorexia it was only after I found out that demons are behind anorexia that I looked into their origins.  It happened one day when my eldest daughter was very ill with anorexia and was heading off to the loft yet again to exercise like mad that I said to her “what’s driving you it’s demonic?”  this question seemed to hang in the air and hold some truth and and so I started to dig deep into this subject which led me to the discovery that anorexia (AN ) is actually caused by paranormal activity and that is why health professionals are flummoxed by AN they have no clue as to the cause or even how to treat it, though many posting on X don’t like to admit it – they suggest that AN is genetic – only NHS will say without doubt that they don’t know the cause of anorexia – and lets face facts if you don’t know the cause of a condition how can you cure it – you can’t – you can only state what seems to help and what seems to be a rick factor in getting it 

Demons and that includes Lucifer live in our atmosphere, the air around us is their element, their mission is destruction and death, as I said before I didn’t know anything about demons I never questioned if they existed or not I simply wasn’t interested.  Finding out that demons are behind anorexia was shocking, yet satisfying as I now knew  what I was fighting, I knew what the enemy was and I knew my daughter could be free from it.  It was a massive breakthrough because the most frustrating, scary thing about my daughter having anorexia was wondering what the hell was causing this extremely weird behaviour.

Demons are constantly on the lookout for victims such as young autistic girls like my daughter who had no friends due to bullying,  girls who are desperate to lose weight, young guys too,  anyone in fact on a diet statisically has a higher risk of getting anorexia.  But demons don’t introduce themselves by saying “Hi I am a demon I want to kill you – let me in ? ”  if they did people would run a mile right – no demons will follow their victim first and hang around them then dissapear and reappear floating in the air near their victim, they seduce with a friendly voice that flatters, boosts confidence, reassures and makes a lonely person feel better about themselves, for those struggling with their weight demons will suggest they will be perfect if they lost a few pounds and will offer to help them with sliming tips, listening to and engaging with demons feels wrong but demons are very charming and attentive at first. Demons don’t always talk directly to victims they can communicate in other ways it’s like telepathy,  and yet another way a demon will use to take control is by entwining itself around a victims essential being  making the victim think the demon is part of them – the victim will “experience” new “instincts” and mistake these new urges to for example skip breakfast as part of themselves, the person being taken over by a demon this way will feel compelled to obey these new instincts they are having especially if they are very young, this is why Rhodes Farm advise their young anorexic patients as part of their recovery to seperate themselves from the anorexia, this is such an important first step because only when anorexia is seen as an invading outside entity can a fight against it begin.

I know the exact point in time that my daughter took up with a demon because my other daughter told me, she said that after we got back from a family holiday in Greece she went on an extreme diet that she had obvs been considering for some time after hearing suggestions from the demon, you see after coming back from Greece which she had been looking forward to and enjoyed it was back to hum drum reality and that was what prompted her to go with the demon and the extreme diet.  Others may take up with a demon after a row or to get back at someone – it’s a bit like an unfaithful partner going off to cheat after a row with their partner – the demon is there it’s waiting it feels wrong to go with it but look how it likes me and treats me ? For others it is their desperation to lose weight that leads them to take up a relationship with a controlling demon.  It feels wrong but for many  this can be the most exciting, thrilling friendship they have ever had and it is addictive, demons know their victims desires and needs and they play on them, you could even say they know the victim better than they know themselves.  Demons were once angels remember so they have a unique and special skill set.

demons are dark shadows or dark spiky clouds in the air around us Katie Green’s book depicts the anorexia demon brilliantly in her graphic novel Lighter Than My Shadow

So demons aka “Ana” or “ED” are  a great support and confidant in the beginning and can help people in bad situations Nikki Grahame the Big Brother contestant who became a celebrity and who suffered (and died) from AN was going through a very unhappy time during childhood when Ana appeared as a liferaft that consoled her and helped her through this difficult period and it has to be said Ana really does get people through challenging times but it is all part of the process because the long game for Ana is death and sadly Nikki paid with her life at the age of 38, her bond with the demon was so strong but the thinner she got the more the demon occupied her body and the less strength she had to stand up to or withstand it. So bonding is very important in the begining it’s only later that Ana reveals it’s true nature and it’s real intention – their victims death. Anorexia’s high death rate is often due to suicide because that’s what the demon will continually suggest – it will urge victims to cut themselves, to throw themselves under a bus, to hang themselves saying they are worthless, fat etc, a shocking number of weight restored anorexics have also killed themselves too, so distressed are they to have the dreaded weight on – it goes against everything Ana has instilled in them Ana had told them over and over again that fat is bad and skinny is good.  Demons skills are considerable yet limited demons main skill is sweet talking and decieving victims bc they don’t have the power to directly kill someone, they can only persuade someone to kill themselves – by starvation or suicide.  It also seems demons can work together as a team here is a post from a teenage girl saying how she had one demon who was a wonderful friend then went away and was replaced by another,

http://cassidymarie23.blogspot.co.uk/2013/04/those-feelings.html

that could be the case or maybe the demon changed it’s voice to a different gender, demons can change their appearance and also they are fluid they move in and out of their victims amd they can lie dormant in someone for years this happens a lot in people who say they are recovered but haven’t truly expelled the demon from their body, a demon won’t just leave a victim there is only one power that can drive a demon out and that is the power of Jesus demons are terrified of Jesus but we are led to believe otherwise.

The Bible mentions demons many times,  Jesus cast out demons and so did His Disciples in fact the Bible says anyone who believes and follows Jesus has the authority to cast out demons and I can attest to that.  We are fed this notion that Christianity happened a long long time ago and isn’t relevant today and that demons only existed in the Middle Ages – all concocted by  Secularists, Humanists and atheists that want rid of Christianity

Having had a run in with demons on a few occasions now  I KNOW without doubt  they exist, I accept the Biblical explanation of the origin of demons,  the alternative by atheist societies is denial that demons along with God and even Jesus exist and any challenge to this narrative is met with accusations of insanity, their mantra is that science should replaces religion yet scientists can’t explain the origins of the universe even Stephen Hawking couldn’t,  I once met a vicar who was a top science University lecturer and he gave up his job as a scientist to become a vicar because science couldn’t explain everything for him.

Demons can talk, ever since AN was classified in the 1980s in US people suffering from AN have said they have this evil voice telling them to not eat, that they are fat etc,  at first the response from Medical professionals especially psychologists was that it was their  own “inner voice” people seemed to go along with this but in recent years it’s obvious that now people aren’t buying into this bogus explanation so to counter this they are now saying it’s normal to hear voices – I don’t know about you but if I started hearing a voice in my head I would be very concerned I would doubt my sanity but no it’s all fine apparently,  charities have even been created with the sole purpose of normalising hearing voices.   Another creepy fact about the anorexic voice aka Ana is that it doesn’t respond to drugs whereas hallucinatory schizophrenic voices on the whole do respond to anti psychotic drugs and disappear yet this very strange fact is never mentioned.

As I have stated on my home page I don’t want to go against traditional therapy which is essential and I respect and value that.  I just want to put forward  that you can  (alongside traditional therapy) fight anorexia through prayer. Many weight restored people in recovery from AN say the enduring thing they can’t get rid of is the anorexic voice – let me tell you the only power that can shift the anorexic voice is the power of Jesus – all demons including Lucifer are terrified of Jesus – even just His name.  Ana and ED are toast when you ask  Jesus to take on your case.  Everything in the spirit world knows that Jesus is the Son of God – if demons come across Jesus they flee and if you invited Jesus into your heart Ana would immediately be evicted because demons cannot reside in the same place as Jesus you just have to be 100% genuine, trusting and respectful,  if you plead to Jesus to be in your heart you will notice a change I promise.

I have to point out that even when you get rid of Ana you aren’t instantly ok you will different lighter and no longer tormented by evil Ana and it will will awesome  but you will still have a very messed up mindset left to deal with, my daughter took over an hour to eat every meal for many weeks after AN had left her system  but she stayed close to Jesus and got through it Ana also tried to get back in but she said the Lords Prayer and it drifted away,  the longer you have had AN the longer it will be to find your way but just stay close to Jesus every day and you will find a new life and a new way of living, everyone who chooses recovery need an awful lot of support, they can’t feed themselves because they are so used to denying themselves for Ana.  So help with portion size is important and a meal plan has to be adhered to for as long as it takes. Another danger is bulimia, 40% of anorexics turn into bulimics – they start eating again but can’t stop –  this is quite often part of the process of recovery and you need to know that it will pass, just remember you have to connect to Jesus constantly as Ana will try to get back in or even morph into Mia the suicide rate of people suffering from bulimia is even higher than people suffering from anorexia.   Also because Ana brainwashes her victims to think they are overweight when they are really ultra skinny people in recovery will find it incredibly difficult to be weight restored again it is part of the process of recovery.

So recovery isn’t easy but it is worth it – the alternative is living with Ana for maybe the rest of your life – a life spent under the control of Ana?   They say anorexia is about control and that is true but it is Ana who has the control not the host.

The real reason why The Exorcist was and still is the scariest film EVER

Did you see the film The Exorcist ?  I saw it at the cinema when it first came out in 1974 me and my two best friends sneaked in we were 13 years old. It really scared me but my friends were laughing at the scary parts, I can still see my friend Pam’s face laughing and genuinely finding it funny when Regan’s head started rotating.  I felt such a wimp for being frightened by it but later on I understood why you see my friends Pam and Sue were Jewish so it had a completely different effect on them (I later found out my Dad was Jewish but that’s another story).  Everyone else was scared to the core by the Exorcist even grown men who may not have admitted it at the time,  my brother said only recently that he found it terrifying I was in a shop the other week and a man there was saying how much it scared him and let’s bear in mind that kids can watch it online instantly which is very worrying, my daughter’s friend Tommy had seen it when he was about 11 yrs old and he was really  disturbed by it I told him to say the Lords Prayer when he felt scared and he would be safe which was a great comfort to him,  so it is still terrifying people today but WHY is it so terrifying ?

Leaving the cinema after seeing The Exorcist meant for many Christians that our safety net had just been taken away from us because the film had informed us that anyone even Christians were open to a demon or the actual devil entering and taking over us and there was nothing we could do about it –  that Priest tried and tried to get the demon out didn’t he ?  All to no avail ?  So we felt vulnerable and scared with the worse case scenario being that we would end up like Regan?  It sounds quite funny now but that’s how many of us felt and it was scary.  I had a crisis, not a religious crisis or a crisis of faith because I still believed in God but I see it now as a crisis of spiritual safety because the film made us doubt the strength of Jesus as our saviour against evil such as the devil or demons it was like our very souls were vulnerable.  We now perceived ourselves as open targets for the devil to enter,  all this was felt subconsciously we didn’t articulate it and analyse it we were just frozen with fear.  I was feeling  just how William Friedkin the director wanted me to feel. We were all feeling how Hollywood had designed us to feel –  helpless in the face of evil,  they degraded Jesus by making out  that His power was not strong enough to ward off evil. 

But Hollywood is a liar and Hollywood hates Jesus when you realise this everything starts to fall into place and make sense.

Let me digress for a moment  – I want to expand on Hollywood’s hatred of Christ  – have you noticed that in nearly every Hollywood movie the actors use the name Jesus as a curse,  as a swear word  like –  Jesus !   Jesus Christ !  ?  It’s the only time Jesus gets a mention in Hollywood films and they do this so people will copy  and also use the name Jesus as their go to curse word.  They are targeting  everyone especially young people,  they want them to mimic these cool actors and also say “Jesus!”   “Jesus Christ” as a swear word  and sadly their ploy has worked,  you must have heard people in the street, acquaintances and even friends come out with “Jesus! ”   I wince whenever  I hear it and often it’s said by people who look like they have a Christian heritage – the very people that anti Christian Hollywood is targeting and these people seem to have no idea they have been programmed.  I was watching the film The Hangover recently on TV, they kept saying “Jesus!” throughout the film, the scene with the used condom in the car was particularly disgusting.

So back to The Exorcist and why we were so scared – I’m going to tell you now –  the reason why we were so terrified is because  the Priest FAILED to exorcise the demon out of the girl Regan – why did the Priest fail ? Because his faith was WEAK.  Belief in Jesus Christ is what fuels an exorcism, if you don’t have  100% faith in the power of Jesus when performing an exorcism it won’t work.  After watching The Exorcist we just assumed exorcisms didn’t work – when in fact they do, when there is 100% faith in Jesus an exorcism is easy I know because I did one – actually it was  prayers of deliverance to be precise, only a Catholic Priest can perform an exorcism but anyone can say prayers of deliverance.

So imagine an alternative ending to the film imagine the exorcism worked because the Priest’s faith in Jesus was 100% ?  We would be shaken after watching the film but because it all ended well,  good triumphed over evil,  the power of Jesus drove out the devil and the girl was restored to her normal self we would feel OK.  But Hollywood doesn’t want Jesus to be the hero and slayer of demons so they will never allow that  in their films.

Hollywood is very active in undermining Jesus in subtle, clever ways and they spend billions of dollars doing it.  They make lots of horror, Dark Fantasy,  occult  movies about demons but never show the power of Jesus beating these demons EVER  even though the ONLY  power on this earth that can get rid of demons is the power of JESUS.

Lets take a look at a few recent  demon movies from Hollywood and see how the demons were got rid of

In Bedeviled a demon comes through a mobile phone  app  and all who download it are stalked by an evil presence, after many deaths the evil  app is uninstalled by writing code so computer nerds save the day and get rid of the demon  not Jesus, does it end well ?  no because the leading character Alice starts using the evil app at the end of the film  – so the demon continues presumably.  That’s another thing with these films there is never happy ever after,  the endings are mostly a continuation of demonic activity,  probably inspired by the ending of Carrie – the  horror movie about telekinetic abilities.

The Christian church is always a target,  in the horror film The Church a church has been built on the site of the massacre of devil worshippers in Medieval times, Evan a new librarian  unleashes a wave of evil by discovering a stone in the catacombs of the church,  the Bishop in this church ends up on the roof unleashing  the evil that has laid dormant for hundreds of years onto trapped visitors inside the church before committing suicide.  There is a good guy  in this film a Christian called Father Gus and he is the one who ultimately stops the evil – does he stop the evil by the power of Christ ?  No Father Gus stops the evil by pressing a self destruct button that was  built by  the architect of the church.

 

The film Constantine stars Keanu Reeves as John Constantine an occult detective, honestly this is such a mishmash of half demons half angels, heaven, hell, and more  with everyone doing the opposite of what they normally do including Lucifer the devil  being a hero. The blood of Christ features – just to give it  some authenticity – but it appears on the devil’s son’s sword which he plans to take over the world with – therefore making Christ’s blood an accomplice of the devil’s son and his evil plan? ( yeah right) And Lucifer is the healer of Constantine’s lung cancer.  Its all hogwash but when you get Keanu Reeves, along with impressive visuals and interesting characters  people will  go along with this anti Christian pro Lucifer narrative.  There is actually an online petition to get Keanu Reeves to play Jesus in Lucifer the Netflix  TV series  I can’t see that happening,  but it’s good to see people reacting against this drip feed of evil being played by good looking actors.

Imagine if  Keanu Reeves did play  Christ – think of how many young people would turn Christian after watching,  that’s how influential Hollywood is but Hollywood uses it’s influence to promote Lucifer and downgrade Jesus. So Christians are portrayed as losers who never get the girl and they get the best actors such as Al Pacino and Robert de Niro to play the devil – Al Pacino played the devil in The Devil’s Advocate and De Niro played the devil in Angel Heart.

When Priests appear in these Hollywood films they are often drunks and the exorcisms don’t work and/or go horribly wrong as in the film The Exorcism of Emily Rose

In the film the girl presumed possessed  dies during the exorcism and the Priest is on trial for murder, Hollywood is very keen to show failed Christian exorcisms and exorcisms resulting in death. This brings to mind a true case in Spain in 2015 of a Priest exorcising a girl who had anorexia which her parents believed was demonic oppression and requested the Priests intervention.

https://www.foxnews.com/lifestyle/priest-arrested-in-spain-for-performing-exorcisms-on-anorexic-teenage-girl

The fact that the Priest performed an exorcism 12 times suggests that it was a failure and was planned to be a failure right from the start, because it isn’t just Hollywood that wants everyone to believe Christ powered exorcisms are ridiculous and don’t work  – so does the mainstream media  –  the case of the Spanish Priest exorcising the girl with anorexia  got media coverage all over the world  – so the message they put out was clear – it was a warning that nobody should ever take exorcisms seriously or worst still  think the epidemic of  anorexia is caused by demons.  The media  presented this case as a deranged  Priest whose behaviour ended in his arrest by police.  I think this was staged and given global coverage to nip in the bud any idea that anorexia is caused by demonic activity.  Anorexia the eating disorder has baffled medical professionals for over 40 years,  it was classified as a mental illness in the 1980s  it is a very sinister  illness,  many get a voice that befriends them at first  then when it has their trust it turns evil telling them to not eat, to over exercise and also to kill themselves many anorexic deaths are by suicide. People suffering from anorexia call the anorexic voice ( which is drug resistant ) Ana or ED sounds like a perfect plot for a Hollywood horror film doesn’t it?    There is no known cause of  anorexia and no know cure it is a creepy mystery illness yet less than a million pounds is spent on research into anorexia in UK each year so it’s a mystery that seemingly the movers and shakers of investment into medical research are in no hurry to solve.  My daughter got anorexia and if you have read any of my other posts  you will know that I believe – I know –  that anorexia is indeed caused by demons,  we got rid of the demon that was telling her to starve herself  by praying to Jesus –  it just left her.   So hiding in plain sight all around us are people with anorexia who are the real ones oppressed by demons. The trouble is we aren’t taught anything about demons in schools, colleges or universities if demons are referred to we are told that demons were around in medieval times but not today which is a complete lie demons live in the air around us we just can’t see them most of the time,  here is a demon caught on cctv the guys that uploaded this think it is a ghost btw this is also what Lucifer would look like if we saw him undisguised.

 

So the existence and dangers of demons are either denied or kept hidden only Hollywood addresses demons with their crazy horror films.  Hollywood, the media, TV,  education culture etc are collectively going to great lengths to stop us taking demons seriously they are also hiding two very important facts regarding demons and Jesus one is that exorcisms by the power of Jesus Christ work and the other is that anyone who loves and follows Jesus –  who lives in Christ 24/7 –  is safe from demons  I only found this out a few years ago, I find this amazing and incredible and feel it should be shouted from the rooftops, I wish I had know this when I saw The Exorcist,  imagine if there was a notice on the screen before watching the Exorcist that said

VIEWERS PLEASE KNOW THAT IF YOU LIVE IN JESUS 24 /7 DEMONS AND THAT INCLUDES THE DEVIL WILL NOT BE ABLE TO TOUCH YOU OR ENTER YOU BECAUSE YOU BELONG TO CHRIST AND SO YOU ARE SAFE AND OFF LIMITS TO DEMONS YOUR LOVE OF JESUS PROTECTS YOU 

Jesus was left out of the film The Exorcist there was no mention of the power of Christ to put everything right and banish the devil,  they didn’t want viewers to associate demonic possession with Jesus. 

The Catholic church apparently has an exorcist for each diocese,  in 2014 Pope Francis made exorcisms an official practice of the Catholic church a new school has opened in the Vatican for Catholic priests to learn how to become exorcists, only Catholic priests are allowed to recite the special Catholic exorcism prayers but anyone can recite a deliverance prayer.  According to the Bible anyone who loves and follows Jesus has the authority to cast out demons and of course demons are mentioned many times in the Bible.   It must be very difficult though to actually diagnose demonic oppression so how do they do it?  First of all they have to rule out mental illness,  one thing mental illness has in common with demonic oppression is hearing voices –  you see demons can talk to their victims so if someone presents as hearing voices it is either an hallucinatory voice due to mental illness such as schizophrenia or psychosis or it’s a demon’s voice that they are hearing.  The way to find out if the voice is from a demon or mental illness is you treat the person with antipsychotic drugs which will silence an hallucinatory voice but not a demons voice,  the “anorexic voice” aka Ana which tells victims to starve themselves to death is drug resistant.

The voice of a demon is it’s main feature,  with it’s voice a demon befriends, seduces and tricks  it’s victims to get their trust so they can enter them and take control. Demons also enter a person without talking to them they give their victims urges and impulses which the victim mistakes as their own.   Regan played the Ouija board and there encountered Captain Howdy who was the devil in disguise,  this is how the devil entered Regan she trusted Captain Howdy and allowed it in.  People think demons can do all sorts of weird things but a demon’s abilities are limited.  In The Exorcist the demon/ devil enabled  Regan to rotate her head, jerk her body back and forth violently, and shake the bed amongst other supernatural acts but in reality a demon can’t do any of these things  it can’t make it’s victim spew out  green vomit either although when a demon is exorcised out of someone they often  excrete nasty stuff.  I am not going to say that a demon can’t make it’s victim levitate because demonic yoga practises seem to sometimes involve levitation, and I am no authority on that.   Although demons can talk to their victims they can’t use their victims as a conduit for their voice like in The Exorcist,  demons can’t make their victims do a spider walk either – edited out of The Exorcist were scenes of Regan doing a “spider walk” down the stairs –  this was fascinating to BBCs film critic  Mark Kermode who made a documentary about The Exorcist his all time favourite  film which is misleadingly called  The Fear of God – it’s misleading because  the Exorcist is all about the fear of the devil not God ?   Demons can’t kill someone either ( just as ghosts can’t ) but demons can pursuede someone to kill themselves through talking to them or giving them ideas of suicide as in anorexia the “anorexic voice” aka Ana suggests suicide to victims all the time (anorexia has the highest death rate in all mental illnesses).  Ana manipulates the thinking of it’s victims to the extent they think being deathly skinny is attractive and when they look in the mirror they see themselves as fat even though they are underweight. 

                                       

                                         anorexia is true demon oppression

William Friedkin the director of The Exorcist  had a field day with his hatred of Christianity getting Regan to shove a crucifix into her crotch , the language is unbelievable too even today “your mother sucks ***** in hell ” which is what  Regan says  is shocking,  Friedkin  just rode roughshod all over Christianity and misrepresented what demons can and cannot do, demons have the same skill set as angels because that’s what they once were only now they use their skills to work against God instead of for Him.

So that’s why  William Friedkin’s film The Exorcist  was so scary – he showed a failed exorcism – it’s as simple as that,  a successful exorcism is a wonderful thing I mentioned that I said prayers of deliverance with my daughter who had anorexia I didn’t know what would happen but I have 100%  faith in Jesus so I prayed and shouted at it to get out of my daughter then my daughter burped and said I have to spit this sh** out which she did and that was it – it had gone from her – it happened in our front room one Sunday afternoon in November 2014 afterwards I couldn’t stop smiling I kept thinking was that an exorcism?   It was actually quite funny and  amusing  I was on a high for days / weeks after,  I was exhilarated for so many reasons – Ana had left my daughter ( she has remained free from anorexia ) it was proof of Jesus and His power even though I didn’t need proof it was the greatest feeling  to witness it,  and to think anyone can do it,  we are being kept in the dark about demons and the power of Jesus  we are encouraged to think demons are powerful and Christ is weak when really the opposite is true.

 

Bulimia the hidden epidemic

This post is going to focus on  Bulimia,  I have wondered for a while now  if  “Mia” is a demon like Ana,  and  having  just read the  book  Catherine  A Tragic Life by Maureen Dunbar in which  Catherine  had anorexia and bulimia it is clear to me that Mia is indeed a demon just  like Ana with the same endgame – destruction  and death – she just goes about it a different way

Bulimia  (BM) and anorexia  (AN) often  co exist,  many people  with anorexia go on to  develop bulimia.   Anyone  with anorexia who wants  to go back to eating normally  will  soon  find out that  it isn’t that simple  because you have been altered by Ana,  and the road to recovery is full of pitfalls one being the  40-50 %  chance of developing bulimia,  so just when you think you have said goodbye to Ana  Mia  may walk into your life and she is  every bit as evil as  Ana.

We know the dangers of anorexia and have a rough idea of the high suicide rate but it is less well known that  bulimics are even  more likely to commit suicide  than anorexics  the shame,  loss  of control  and self disgust is so desperate that it often pushes them to take their own lives.   I think bulimia co existing with  anorexia  must be the worst – it is so cruel to brainwash someone to idealize skeletal features and then  push  them into an addictive  binge and purge cycle that undoes all the “hard work” they accomplished from  starving themselves  – for Ana – but  cruel doesn’t even begin to describe ED demons aka Ana, Mia  and ED and the pain they inflict on their victims, families and loved ones.  Let there be no mistake here they are out to kill  – that is their mission –  but they can’t  physically  kill their victim  they can only get their victim to kill themselves by starvation,  bulimia,  low self esteem and  resulting suicide.   Ana doesn’t really care  about or   value skinnyness – she just wants victims to care –  so much so they will die in pursuit of it  you see it’s just a means to an end for Ana and Mia and the end – endgame is their victims death.

Demons work together as a team so they will decide to use the same tactics for example  a few months ago there was a craze amongst anorexics to look like a pixie,  impish with big eyes, well demons put that in their heads another  demonic  trend  during the early 90s was anorexics binging on raw offal  (I kid you not ) I read at least 2 accounts of young females with anorexia binging on raw offal – kidneys, heart,  liver etc and then dying from it – an emancipated body cannot withstand an  overload of foreign, bloody, raw offal  so death is most likely  – at the time I was aghast as to what made them do  such a thing  and now I know why  – Ana and Mia suggested it.

Bulimia is invisible as  the person  suffering  from BM looks normal  because  they aren’t usually underweight and this is  the reason  bulimia doesn’t get the attention that it desperately needs.   Whereas it’s  visibly obvious  that someone is suffering from AN if they have a low BMI   less so  when they are weight restored,  the most common mistake people make however  is to  assume that someone with anorexia  is  back to normal  when they are weight restored  –  because they aren’t –  the demon is still controlling them either by urges or by actually talking to them , suicide often occurs at this point – so distraught are they at the weight they have gained.   Bulimia can be present without Mia and Ana driving it, it’s often just swinging to the opposite of anorexia. Once someone has committed to recovery  and decided to eat again they find they can’t stop it happened to my daughter  but  this is  part of recovery for many  people with anorexia and although it can be dangerously addictive most  people will outgrow it and so you must have faith that you too  will outgrow it and that  it is a temporary phase whilst your body adjusts to eating properly again.

You only need to have  been  under the spell of anorexia for a short time to get  messed  up  by it and I think this is what happened to Princess Diana,  for a while there was a lot of  speculation  that Diana had anorexia,  it went away and then later she said she suffered from bulimia,  Diana was well known for trying many different treatments and alternative therapies  I think she  even had hypnosis  at one point, was she searching for a cure for the  bulimia ?   Towards the end of her life I think she may have beaten it  – this is  all just guesswork  on my part btw.

Diana tried many alternative therapies was she searching for a cure for bulimia ?

Anorexia  demons  were once angels  and have a clever set of tricks.  one of them is to convince victims that  being like a skeleton is beautiful  so much so that  their  weight restored body looks enormous in the mirror  I think they actually tinker with their victims minds because they have such a horror and are so convinced they look like a whale. the term body dysmorphia has been coined  to cover this but I think something supernatural is going on here, but people just accept this without question.

So bulimia can occur after anorexia but bulimia can co exist with anorexia  this is what Catherine Dunbar  suffered from  her  mother Maureen Dunbar wrote the book  Catherine A Tragic Life  

this is a compelling and tragic  account of Catherine’s decent into anorexia  including writings  from Catherine’s diaries.  Mia was raging in Catherine,  she  shoplifted and stashed away masses  of  food in preparation for  mamouth  binges in the evening which would go on into the small hours.

Catherine had faith in Jesus she was a Christian but she never thought that the entity that was controlling her was a demon because demons pretend to be a good friend in the beginning they waft into a persons consciousness presenting as urges which are mistaken for ones own instincts or the demon will actually talk and in the beginning the talk is amazing flattery which is music to the ears of anyone feeling lonely or bullied. In one  part of the book  Catherine was in a hospital run by nuns and she saw the demon –  she didn’t call it a demon and I don’t think she knew it was a demon  – here is an exert

 I am not suggesting that everyone who binges has the devil inside them ?  But it is obvious Catherine had a demon controlling and oppressing her. As I stated earlier demons  come on to someone  as  friendly spirits, kind and supportive – this is how they trick and deceive  their victims  to let them in,  no one would allow a demon in if it appeared as it really is –  an evil malevolent dark cloud   – that’s why demons disguise themselves as good spirits, the other thing is we don’t educate people about demons even though they are mentioned in the Bible, millennials are probably scoffing at the thought of Bibles and demons that’s how far away we have been led from Christianity in UK and this enables demons to do their destructive work no one is on the lookout for demons.   Once demons  get in  through flattery and trickery they will lead  their victim on the road of destruction and death.  Catherine didn’t suspect the urges driving her were from  a demon because when she let it in all those years ago  it seemed so friendly and helpful – even when  she saw the evil entity around her she  didn’t equate it with the dark urges she had within her.

There was a play  based on this book and not once was the dark malignant force mentioned in fact calling anorexia evil is looked down upon so insistent are some that it is a mental illness even though they don’t know what causes it.

  It is written in the Bible that anyone who believes and follows Jesus can cast out demons  and  I can testify to that.  It doesn’t have to be done by a priest in a black robe with a crucifix either  the above exert illustrates how powerful prayer is  in the fight against demons the above exert is  in fact an exorcism because the nun and Catherine drove out the demon with the strength of their belief in Jesus.  But sadly  they didn’t  make  the connection  between Catherine’s  dark desires inside her and the “evil presence around her”  they didn’t link the starving and binge eating cycle   to the “evil presence”.  Once a demon has been cast out you have to be vigilant to keep it out because it will try to get back in –  the only way to be safe from demons  is to  be close to Jesus He has to live in your heart, if Jesus lives there Ana and Mia are automatically evicted

In Catherine’s case they kept successfully  driving the demon out by prayer only for Catherine to allow  it in  all over again, the reason why she did this is  because  Catherine  didn’t realise the  “friendly helpful”  demon was the same as the malignant evil force,  the reason why many people don’t want to give up anorexia is because they don’t want to give up this amazing friend Ana  even as she tried to get them to kill themselves such a grip and hold do these demons have on their victims.

So demons and Jesus can’t co exist in the same place one has to leave and it is always  demons because they are nothing but fallen angels  in comparison to Jesus  they know Jesus and they know He is  the son of God demons are terrified of Jesus.  Catherine did love Jesus but  her case shows how she was tricked constantly by the demon,  she internalised what she thought was a friendly  spirit  but it took control of her and made her mistake it as part of herself , she carried through the urges it gave her,  she obeyed  the “dark desire ” for thinness and death   It is easy for me to say all this today but back then in the 1980s  anorexia was a new baffling phenomenon, albeit have we moved forward much today in our understanding ?

AN  was classified as a mental illness in the 1980s but it isn’t a mental illness like schizophrenia and bipolar disorder ( demons don’t cause either of them btw ) anorexia is a sick mind but it has been made sick by an evil entity  however I can’t see this  explanation ever being taken seriously though even though people are dying of both anorexia and bulimia every day.

The stats show that  more people  suffer from bulimia than anorexia  it is an addiction for millions of people  The good news is bulimia is often successfully treated by hypnotherapy  but you need to get a really good hypnotherapist and they don’t come cheap, hypnosis is more successful for treating bulimia than anorexia,  find a hypnotherapist that has experience and  proven success in treating bulimia and ask for a free consultation.     NHS and private companies should use hypnotherapy for bulimia I know that NHS uses hypnotherapist to get cancer patients to eat but apparently anorexia can’t be quantified – so says the NHS – who I am not knocking btw they do a great job on the whole

You must really want to be cured from bulimia and then you must believe that you can recover  obvs I recommend having a relationship with Jesus 24 / 7 but it is up to you

Lastly my top tip for staying slim is walking  – you lose more weight  walking than running or going to the gym – which pumps you up.

Make sure that you enjoy the  food you eat,  enjoy  it and feel satisfied, don’t deny yourself food during normal meal times bc that is the time to eat – breakfast , lunch , dinner,  if you get cravings to binge in the evening allow yourself a starchy snack at about 10pm bc this will help you sleep – I have something like a piece of toast – get into deep breathing bc it will flood your brain with oxygen

breathe through your nose, filling your lungs with  air  , expanding your rib cage  to hold as much air as you can – hold  this air for as long as you comfortably can –  then breathe slowly out of your mouth , purse your lips as you do so –  repeat 3-5 times

Listening to music is a good distraction  maybe you could dance to the music  to distract you from binge eating ?

So to sum up  – after restricting many go to the opposite end  ie binge eating   but  don’t panic, or be bewildered it is better to be eating than restricting  especially if  you have chosen recovery  above all DON’T FEEL GUILTY AND PLEASE NEVER CONSIDER SUICIDE – keep faith that it will all work out in time and that binge eating is part of the process of recovery for some people – if you do gain too much remember  walking is the best way to lose weight just make sure you have enough iron

good luck everyone – you can  do this

Did these dark kids films groom children to accept demon Ana (anorexia) ?

My two daughters both saw Tim Burton’s film The Corpse Bride when they were in Junior school  at the time I thought it looked creepy but allowed  them  to see it at home on DVD , same with Nightmare before Christmas and Coraline which really creeped out my eldest daughter.   They  were both under the impression  that it was the cool thing to do –  to watch these creepy films and when I look at them now I am angry that Hollywood got one over us and filled our daughters heads with this dark sinister “entertainment”.     Look at the skeletal arms of  The Corpse bride – look familiar ?   It’s Ana’s ideal glamorized and packaged for kids.   Children’s minds are like sponges they absorb images, and whilst I think  children’s fiction can teach kids about bad stuff in life these films make the creepy characters the good guys.  The film is saying there is nothing wrong with skeletal arms and bodies – it’s saying  ” it’s even quite amusing and cool don’t you think ?”  The film is presenting skeletal as acceptable , friendly , cute , fun like I say when I look at these films now it is so obvious to me and I wonder did these creepy films pave the way for anorexia ?  Because our eldest daughter went on to develop anorexia and so did our youngest for a short time.

Coraline is a moody, bleak , sinister film,  how the heck did they get away with passing it off as a kids film?  I think if it was released today there would be a backlash.  The film is all to do with an invisible parallel life,  a controlling unseen malevolent entity and people not being who they appear to be, manipulation is at the centre, it is horrible and seriously scary.  Does this look like Ana to you ?

Nightmare before Christmas – released to counter the Christian message no doubt – and again romanticizing skeletons – making them look cute.  Today I was looking at anorexia images on Pinterest where there are so many excellent depictions of evil Ana,  later I was clearing out a cupboard and a badge with Jack Skeleton from Nightmare before Christmas fell on the floor,  I looked at it and remembered  that Rachael made a picture of Jack Skeleton  quite a big one , I threw it out after she got anorexia because I was suspicious of it , I wondered if it contributed to her developing the illness.  When I looked at the badge today it struck me that the imagery /  theme  was very  similar to all the scary images of AN on Pinterest  and exactly the same mood ?

So did those films contribute and pave the way for Ana’s entrance  ?  When Ana approached  kids in a friendly manner and told them how good it is to be skinny had they already been groomed by these films and therefore didn’t see Ana as the  destructive , deadly force of evil that she really is ?

How anorexia demons creep in

Anorexia  demons can creep in under false pretences when someone is  vulnerable,  desperate or alone.  Maybe they are alone because they have no friends or have been  bullied,  they may be very anxious or frightened,   for whatever reason demon Ana can find  vulnerable  victims to prey on.

But  these demons will come across  at first as  fun and supportive friends and allies  – more like angels  than demons (demons were once angels) . These demons groom and bond with their victims  in the beginning and together they  usually have  rebellious,  fun times,  the victim will feel empowered  by this new “friend”  and will be very loyal to “Ana”  Ana knows its victims innermost needs and knows what kind of friendship they need and respond to ,   Ana knows what kind of help victims need  and will offer it.  Victims will be so thankful for this support not knowing that later on it could be the death of them.

This is how Ana gets in and gets control  but after a while it will turn nasty telling victims they are fat and not to eat it will eventually suggest suicide too.

Anorexia demons are in the form of an airborne,  cloud -like, shadowy entity that we can’t see most of the time but sometimes may get glimpses,  they may communicate by a voice actually speaking to their victim or for others communication manifests  as thoughts that the victim will experience and as suggestions popping up in their mind that they feel compelled to follow  they may think the thoughts are  their own thoughts.

Anorexia can begin when someone is despairing over their body , wishing they were slimmer,  they have probably spent time scrolling over social media which will leave  them feeling fat and inferior compared to all the girls flaunting their perfect slim bodies  this can be the time they resolve to go on a diet  – this is when Ana appears.

If we could see them this is what demons look like

So as the potential victims of anorexia  are resolving to skip lunch the demon for example will sneak in a suggestion such as “why not skip breakfast too” this will present as the  strong urge and as I mentioned earlier as an actual voice aka The anorexic voice.  If the victim is really young they can mistake the thought / urge/ suggestions  that the demon sends them as their own  “instinct” and will go along with it,  this manifestation  is the most dangerous because the demon entwines itself  around the host and makes the host / victim identify the demon as an intrinsic part of their personality , this is what the demon wants because control is easy this way.   When Ana the demon presents as a voice it is usually the voice of a popular influential girl the kind of friend most teens follow and listen to.   These demons are expert at getting in because they seduce the victim with promises of friendship and support, an agreement seems to be made between them and the demon  expects full commitment  in return the victim will be slim and perfect.

In the beginning  anorexia  is a heady , exciting time for the victim,  the victim seems to be empowered, is losing weight and has a new friend,  therefore feels more attractive, successful, popular and lovable.

My own daughter Leila was a prime target for anorexia, having been badly bullied and so was spending every lunchtime in the school library on her own she was an easy target.  When Ana approached her with support and solutions for weight loss she seemed to be the much longed for friend for Leila and when Leila went to the dreaded PE lesson it was a different experience from the usual humiliation of being last to be picked for a team – this time she had a companion  – albeit an invisible one – who was telling her the bullies were fat and disgusting and she – Leila – was better than them?  I couldn’t have done a better job myself of empowering her.  Ana was her only ally against the school bullies.

So companionship and bonding figure highly in the beginning – even later after dangerous weightloss and daily abuse many anorexics are reluctant to let Ana go , they think they are nothing without Ana  because Ana has tricked them into thinking this and  or someone with no friends ( and with Ana in control of your life you will most likely end up with very few friends) and loves being slim it’s easy to see why they don’t want to let Ana go,  also Ana is always there when everyone else has gone.   But lets not get carried away with how nice Ana is because she is a nasty evil piece of work and is only being nice in the beginning so she can  get in and take over and persuade her victim that killing themselves is their best option remember most anorexia deaths are suicide – the body can live for years as a skinny person suffering from anorexia but Ana wants results so she will bombard her victim with insults 24 / 7 to get a suicide.

Ana’s mission is to keep her victim away from God and Jesus , to destroy and  kill them but as she can’t actually kill them herself she can only persuade her victim to kill themselves by starving to death or by suicide they believed  Ana was a friend when they allowed her in but then they find out what an evil entity that have let in,  my daughter went on a crazy long walk when she was at her worst and Ana told her to throw herself under an oncoming bus,   most anorexia deaths are caused by suicide but the stats are shrouded in secrecy, often an anorexic suicide will be labelled as anorexic related death.

So to sum up – in the beginning of anorexia there is a honeymoon period of fun and empowerment Ana is the fearless friend that emboldens the victim and seems to be fighting their corner – but it’s all fake, a lie – it is Ana seducing and manipulating them so she can get her endgame  which is  death.  Sorry if this sounds extreme but someone in the world dies every hour of anorexia,

Ana tricks victims to let her in then after letting Ana in the host finds themselves powerless to stop  this demonic squatter in their head.

Only the power of Jesus can evict demon Ana, demons are terrified of Jesus even just His name, if someone with anorexia asks Jesus into their heart Ana will flee  because Jesus is the stronger force and will drive Ana out. It really is as simple as that.

Demons caught on film

 I have been saying for a long time that demons are the cause of anorexia so it is  exciting for me to find some on  youtube from cctv  uploads – the guys who uploaded this one have  said it is a ghost but this is actually a demon – this is what demons undisguised look like and that includes Lucifer,  when the demon gets bigger that is when it is going close to the cctv camera

there will be loads of demons caught on CCTV – most of the youtubers don’t know they are demons they think they are ghosts but I have seen a ghost and they don’t look like demons I have seen a demon briefly too.

don’t watch this stuff last thing at night if you get scared, turn the music down too as it is unnecessary,  stay close to Jesus for safety

Christmas cards 2017

Every  Xmas  it seems Christian Xmas cards look more and more insipid and irrelevant and there are less and less of them so to address this I created some cards for 2017

Anorexia Ana is a demon imposter

So what does Ana look like ?

Anorexia is caused by paranormal entities  – demons  (sounds insane right ?)  they sneaks into people’s mind and get a hold on their victims –  below is a  demon caught on cctv – this is what I have found out about the cause of anorexia and this is what an undisguised demon would look like if you could see one, many people suffering from anorexia have said they have seen a dark shadow lurking – demons live in the air and are fluid they can enter and leave a person

There seem to be 2 types of demons – dark shadows like clouds  and dark clusters of spikes that form a cloud the texture of the spiky cloud is incredibly weird, my daughter once described it to me and I saw it very briefly.

Katie Hill  had anorexia and created a  brilliant  graphic novel about it called Lighter than my Shadow which was a huge success – her demon cloud is spikey and Katie does a perfect depiction of it  https://lighterthanmyshadow.com/2013/05/23/how-to-draw-an-eating-disorder/

Recently there was an article in the Daily Mail about a young girl who got anorexia – sadly nothing unusual about that – what was unusual was that she described her anorexia as being caused by a demon dark shadow  that followed her around and told her she was fat, she  even drew a picture of it

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-3866522/Teenager-began-suffering-anorexia-just-five-years-old-DEMON-urged-bones.html?ITO=1490

this is the first time I have seen a mainstream newspaper address the issue of a demon being behind anorexia – a real demon that is – the comments section was closed  after 10 comments so there wasn’t much room for discourse, most comments said Lucy had schizophrenia because she heard the voice of “Ana” but anti psychotic drugs that are used to treat schizophrenia  don’t work on  the voice of Ana proof then that  Ana isn’t an auditory hallucination , Ana is real.  And if they did a thorough  scientific investigation into this they would unveil the truth but not much money is being invested into anorexia research or other eating disorders (yet billions are being made from them).

here is my  attempt at drawing a dark shadow demon harassing it’s victim

“you don’t deserve to eat you greedy COW!”

Another point is this –  people who have schizophrenia hear a different range of voices there is no unifying voice that they all hear , telling them all to do the  same thing .  But  the voice of Ana  and ED  is  the same all around the world  and it tells it’s victims the same thing – don’t eat , exercise more  also it tells them to kill themselves – and many do – the biggest cause of death for anorexics is suicide  but the statistics are  unavailable and often a suicide death will be filed under anorexia as cause of death  rather than suicide.

Many people who suffer from anorexia don’t tell anyone about the voice of Ana in case they are thought of as psychotic or insane,  medical professionals say that the  anorexic voice is the persons own “inner voice”. Manchester University are doing some research into the anorexic voice and I am looking forward to seeing the results (but not holding my breath).  Not every one gets a voice, many experience anorexia as compulsions – they feel overwhelmingly compelled to restrict food to over exercise – some  mistake these compulsions as part of themselves and not an outside entity that got in and hijacked their mind, this is especially true if someone gets it when they are very young – it feels like an” instinct” but it isn’t it is the  behavior of someone brainwashed, hypnotized  by evil Ana a real demon – who would’ve thought it – the truth is stranger than the fiction.  But a true investigation into anorexia isn’t happening  – people say they don’t understand it and leave it at that, when my daughter got this weird illness I really wanted to get to the truth of it,   I didn’t buy the explanation the medical world was giving, I digged deep and I found it.

Then you will know the truth and the Truth will set you Free

John 8:32

Anorexia Brainwashing

How  demon Ana sneaks in and takes over

In this post I want to go into and explain how demons mesmerise/control people and get such a tight grip on them that these people – mostly young girls – are prepared to starve themselves to death when the demon aka Ana demands it – such is the enslavement that we know as anorexia .  How does it all start ?  Well first of all let me make it clear that demons don’t approach someone appearing as they actually are – which is a sort of dark airborne cloud – and say to them  I am a demon let me in your head – people would run a mile right ?  No demons enter people through trickery by disguising themselves as friendly, fun spirits,  demons are smooth talkers they are the ultimate seducers they know what their victims long to hear – the start of a relationship with a demon can be a heady exciting bonding period it’s like the most popular girl in school teaming up with a girl with not many friends consequently empowering the lonely girl who changes into someone with new found confidence due to this new exciting friend that no one can see – demons can talk to victims but only the victims can hear them (demons can’t use a human voice as a conduit for their voice as in the film The Exorcist)  Demons can also communicate telepathically they can slip into one’s consciousness given the right circumstances.   Victims will sometimes mistake the voiceless actions of a demon as an inherent part of themselves especially if the person is very young, it is so much easier for demons to trick young people / children by imposing their presence as an intrinsic part of the young person’s / child’s personality simply because they are young and don’t know themselves enough, children are not on  guard either against an outside malevolent entity gaining entry –  why should they be demons don’t exist right ?

Not only are children not warned about demons there is now a lot of children’s literature prompting them to view paranormal entities as benevolent furry cute animals such as Philip Pullman’s His Dark Materials – a prime example. Pullmans books sell millions they are made into films and tv series for kids who are encouraged to take up with demons, Pullman calls them daemons its the same for young women who are targeted with pro Ana content all over twitter and Instagram.

Rhodes Farm the residential unit for children with eating disorders  say to their young patients that they must separate themselves from anorexia, they must recognize when it is anorexia suggesting something and when it  is their true self.  Children who get anorexia at a young age and who don’t hear a voice but have these “instincts” have a much harder time recovering from anorexia (AN) because they have been tricked into thinking and are convinced these harmful dark urges to not eat and/or over exercise is them and  their own intentions and so can’t separate their identity from it.   It’s easier to see an anorexia demon as a separate entity if you hear the anorexic voice – Ana –  yet still many who hear Ana have been led to their death by  it.   Getting Ana out of your system can be the hardest thing in the world and that’s why there are so many people with long term anorexia –  they can’t get the anorexic voice or anorexic urges out of their head even when they are weight restored and are putting 100% effort into recovery. many think there is no recovery from anorexia and sadly many who claim they are recovered on social media are not recovered at all but have just learnt to live with anorexia, they may even prefer it to being free from anorexia they are otherwise known as “functioning anorexics” it’s sad that many who genuinely want rid of AN have only these role models to hang on to in their desperate bid to be rid of AN.

I referred to anorexia as a manifestation of demonic entities and you realise now  I wasn’t joking,   I release it sounds bonkers but I found this to be the very strange truth of what really lies behind anorexia my daughters got anorexia and I was determined to get to the root of the cause so if we could see these demons ( I have seen one)  they look like dark clouds or shadows, here is one caught on cctv – I suggest you  turn down the scary music as it is distracting and unnecessary

Demons will hang around victims for a while before the victim succumbs to it,  some will not even know they have just let a demon in it will seem that a waft of new consciousness overcame them  giving them a new positive outlook and resolve to lose weight and a conviction that if they lose weight their life will be perfect.  For others Ana’s voice befriends them in a very exciting comforting way victims will attest to demons / Ana  helping  them through very  difficult periods of their lives but  this is all part of the demon’s clever tactics ,  to gain trust and then entry, it’s ultimate endgame is destruction and death,  demons don’t have the power to actually kill their victims, they can only persuade their victims to kill themselves – by starvation  or suicide,  victims succumb to demons often because they are lonely, vulnerable and/or desperately want to be slimmer  ( it is now an established fact that being on a diet puts you at risk of getting anorexia )  demons seize  the opportunity to “help” the person lose weight, they come up with tips and encouragement often saying that their victim would be perfect if they lost a few pounds,  a honeymoon period  follows and everything seems great at first  life is good  they are losing weight, they have a new exciting friend – especially significant if you have no friends or are being bullied like my daughter was but of course eventually Ana show’s it’s true evil nature, the demands to exercise even more, the shrieks and protests at food being eaten,  the insults and suggestions of suicide – many anorexic deaths are from suicide, Ana told my daughter to throw herself onto an oncoming bus whilst she was out on a marathon walk.

So we are not warned of demons, in school or church, we are led to believe demons don’t exist,   and yet we are  expected to think that “we all have our demons”  a phrase pushed on us by celebrities such as Madonna, in UK we used to say the phrase ” we all have our cross to bear” this was said so that we might compare our suffering with that of Jesus’s therefore minimising our problems in comparison, this phrase has been supplanted by “we all have our demons” except we don’t and shouldn’t be encouraged to think so.  Jesus lives in my heart  and  therefore I belong to Jesus  consequently I am off limits to demons  along with the millions of other people who love and follow Jesus demons can’t touch what belongs to Jesus  – but hardly anyone knows this, they don’t know the dangers of demons and they don’t know the protection that Jesus offers either I didn’t either  until I was faced with my daughter turning into a skeleton in front of my eyes from this disease called anorexia that no one knew the cause of never mind a cure.

A demon’s element is  air,  they live in the air around us and are always on the lookout for new victims, but  like I said they bypass  anyone who lives in Christ  – they are off limits  this really is a fascinating and not very well known  fact, I wish I had known this when I saw the film The Exorcist.

Writer and illustrator  Katie Green depicts an anorexic demon  very well in her  brilliant graphic novel Lighter than my Shadow – her demon is of the dark cloud variety ,   I was really excited about reading  this book but I ended up disappointed   because it focused on sexual abuse rather than exploring the  source  and nature of anorexia, in other words it blamed sexual abuse not anorexia –  I know now that no book  ever says that anorexia is a real demon, yes they call it a demon all the time but metaphorically  they don’t mean a real demon like I do they are just pre-empting and therefore dismissing any real discourse of demons being the case of anorexia .   Ana  has friends in high places protecting it pushing it where they can especially in the fashion world but they have to be careful as in UK anorexia provokes a very emotive response from the general public they really hate anorexia remember the backlash against Stella McCartney’s Instagram post of an anorexic model ? British women came down like a ton of bricks on her.

 

So books on anorexia  avoid unmasking anorexia or delving into the true source of it,  in her book the therapy Katie  received led to an acceptance that  the sexual abuse she was victim to was tied up with her anorexia – even though the sexual abuse happened when she already had  anorexia.   After an exciting first half – for me –  it  came to  a vague and  inconclusive ending but  I am sure it was steered to this ending by powerful publishers who do not want to encourage people to think anorexia is caused by demons –  but 10 out of 10 for the graphic depiction by Katie Green of her anorexia – truly awesome.

So why do therapists have to merge  sexual abuse and anorexia ?  The two don’t always go together, linking them  can  even have disastrous consequences   as in the case of Jenny Hendricks  which leads me onto another book I want to mention –  Slim to None by Jenny and Gordon Hendricks.

   

Jenny suffered and died at 25 years old from anorexia , her father Gordon Hendricks compiled Jenny’s diaries after her death  and based this book around them supported by his writing, this is a harrowing read yet I couldn’t put it down.  Jenny comes through her diaries so strongly and Gordon writes so well – he is an established author.    I recommend this book because it is so truthful albeit tragic.  Jenny comes across as a lovely  person, a regular American girl who was dissatisfied with her body  from a  young age,  she was diagnosed with anorexia when she was 14 years old but had been living with it for quite a long time previous to the diagnosis.

  Jenny is a perfect example of someone who was taken over by a demonic entity as a  child  and grew up  with this  controlling  demon inside her  and sadly  mistook it  as part of herself,  these demons are so sneaky and evil they know how to trick the  mind, how to get a grip and  most importantly also how to stay well hidden from the human eye.

Jenny had a psychiatrist who was a follower of Freud  she kept on at Jenny for  weeks, months even  to try to  remember any sexual abuse in her past and then linked  these vague recollections to Jenny’s anorexia. It seems the demon took advantage of this  and gave Jenny really ugly,  disturbing  impressions of sexual abuse that  tortured her mind adding  to the already  existing torture  which was  the daily  terror  of weight gain and eating.   Jenny  later  admitted  that she wasn’t  even  sure if  any sexual abuse really took place.  The psychiatrist also recommended that  Jenny should stop seeing her mother, so Jenny’s mother stopped visiting Jenny just  when  she needed her most.

 Some medical professionals (even NHS)  have looked to dominant mothers to be the cause of anorexia,  when I first took my daughter to the GP with anorexia he asked me (in an unmistakably admonishing way ) to wait in the waiting room so he could talk to my daughter without me.   In Katie Green’s  book Lighter than My Shadow she too is advised by therapists to  break all ties to her mother , thereby isolating her and giving  free reign to the demon to strengthen it’s grip.  Separating someone from their loved ones especially their mother is the worst thing you could do to someone with anorexia but it’s doing Ana a big favour as she/it  can really work on  victims when they are isolated and vulnerable.

  This is one of the first things the demon does when it gets a hold  – isolate the person from it’s loved ones – starting with the mother, I know this from experience of my daughter’s anorexia – she used to head off to the loft where she could be alone with the demon and exercise like mad.

Jenny’s anorexia demon controlled her through compelling urges although she does mention an inner voice sometimes in her diary.

Jenny  was from a Christian family and considered herself a Christian – later in the book when she was near her death she prays and speaks to God – but not Jesus – I am convinced that as Christians we really do have to have close daily personal contact with Jesus as the way to God – if Jenny had prayed to Jesus I am sure  she could’ve beaten the  anorexia because these demons are  terrified of Jesus  – and they all know who He is too, but she focused on God.

 She made  friends  at one stage with some  Christians who had recovered from anorexia through Christ and for a while it seemed she was on the right path but they freaked her out one day when she visited their house,  they were setting the  scene for an exorcism – her exorcism – she ran out of the house never to return  and that was the end of that.  Such a shame that  they frightened her  because all that is required for an  exorcism or rather prayers of deliverance as officially an exorcism can only be performed by a Catholic priest  is 100% faith in Jesus  – it says in the Bible that anyone who believes and follows Jesus has the authority to cast out demons – and it is true.

Demons are ultra clever and  if Jenny’s  Christian friends  were set on driving out the demon that was slowly  killing Jenny then the demon controlling  Jenny  would know this and alert Jenny to get well away from them and Jenny thought the demon inside was her because she had experienced it for so long and it was so entwined to her inner world.

 In fact I had an awkward situation similar to this recently  – a friend – not a close friend – a young guy , a school friend of my daughter really  – his girlfriend has anorexia – he was telling me about it one day, he told me how his girlfriend saw this dark shadow in the corner of her room every night, (demons are fluid and can move in and out of their victims )  well I bumped into him with his girlfriend on a street in town and chatted to  them  I said  I could help to get rid of it for her – she got into a state and she said the demon was screaming at her very loud and could I leave her alone – I felt really bad and now  I am very hesitant to intervene personally.  I later saw the young guy in Sainsburys he laughed and I laughed too,   getting rid of demons can be quite funny believe it or not.

 The eating disorder recovery  industry is worth billions probably  even trillions – even though there is no known cause  – hospitals, residential facilities, doctors, nurses,  psychiatrists,  psychologists, therapists, dietitians, catering contracts etc etc  all cost money  albeit  there is  a shockingly  low recovery rate.   But the most shocking fact of all   is the lack of research into anorexia

They  say anorexia is about control  and that’s true but it is the demon that is doing the controlling.  Some Health professionals  and almost all therapists used to tell anorexic patients that the anorexic voice in their head 24/7 telling them not to eat and to exercise more was their own “inner voice”.   They insisted this mad angry voice belonged to  the patient  – how confusing and unhelpful was that ?   They don’t insist on the voice being the patient’s inner voice anymore probably because people no longer buy it, so  now they are pushing an acceptance of hearing voices as normal btw anti psychotic drugs can get rid of hallucinatory voices but not the anorexia voice.

Anorexia is an outside entity that gets in and can be got  through connecting to Jesus and having 100%  faith in Him and His help to get rid of Ana – when Jesus gets on your case Ana is toast she can’t live in your head if Jesus takes up residence in your heart and all demons know who Jesus is , they are terrified of Him too.   So if you have decided you want rid of Ana and you want Jesus to help you  simply pray to Jesus and ask Him to help you , say sorry for all past mistakes and tell Him you trust Him and beg Him to help you, say the Lords Prayer whenever you feel vulnerable and also every night before you go to sleep, stay close to Jesus keep Him in your heart and see how He can help you but you must have 100% faith  you can’t approach Jesus in a half-hearted manner or a testing manner where you meet Him halfway it has to be 100% commitment, belief and trust.

  I have to add that it will not be happy ever after  even when you have evicted the demon the  demon’s brainwashing remains  after it has gone so it is still a daily struggle, there are many pitfalls on the road of recovery one of them is the risk of developing bulimia in fact 50% will succumb, but you should hold faith that the bulimia will pass and it is part of recovery .  Choosing recovery  is the first step which isn’t easy because the demon tells it’s victims they are nothing without them and many victims believe this and are genuinely confused as to who they are without the demon controlling them.

You will still have  disordered warped thought processes that  the demon left  you such as thinking you look like a sumo wrestler when you are weight restored and being clueless as to what constitutes a portion size ,  so support is essential.  But you won’t have the nasty voice goading you on and you will feel a peace that has eluded you for so long – beware also that the demon will try to get back in – all you have to say to it is Go away in the name of Jesus and the Lords Prayer  – and  it will disappear,  if you have had anorexia for a long time replacing old habits will be extra hard but recovery is possible,  commitment, hard work and staying close to Jesus will give you your life back and free you from the  evil chains of anorexia.

Recovery is possible

The reason why recovery from anorexia is so elusive

The reason  why recovery from anorexia is so elusive, so long, so frustrating  and so difficult is because medical professionals restore weight but don’t target and identify the underlying cause / source of anorexia, because they don’t know what it is.  The true source of anorexia is demonic activity  but  Mental Health Professionals are mostly atheist so will not engage with this theory.

Many people who suffer from anorexia know at some level that anorexia is demonic and even have a name for their demon such as Ana, ED etc.   Ana presents as either strong urges that feel like “instincts” or the victim hears an actual voice aka the anorexic voice  that is constantly yelling at them to not eat to over exercise etc.   I think the most dangerous is the “instinctual ” manifestation because if this happens at a young age then Ana is welded onto the victims identity and it is difficult to separate the two – the person suffering from anorexia thinks Ana IS part of their identity and that’s want Ana wants  – she wants her victim (host) to recede so she can expand and have full control over them. Ana knows her victims better than they know themselves she knows their weak spots, she knew  how to sweet  talk her way into them in the first place to gain control. Ana works on a subconscious level too – it’s very clever  – she imprints a dogma onto their consciousness to not eat and to be thin – also she manipulates their mind to see fat where it doesn’t exist and to be repulsed by it – I don’t know how these  demons  do it but they do.

That’s why there are hundreds of thousands of people stuck in recovery, unable to move on.   It’s   like someone in a hypnotists stage show that has been given an instruction by the stage hypnotist to carry out a silly task and keeps on doing this silly task until the hypnotist brings them out of it but they haven’t been brought out of it they are stuck in a destructive mindset seemingly for good.   Demon Ana works like a hypnotist, certainly there is brainwashing involved.  Sometimes hypnotherapy can play a part in recovery because it can reboot the mind and wipe away Ana’s warped, disordered thoughts  but hypnotherapy can’t get rid of Ana permanently because Ana is fluid it can leave the host then slip back in.

This brings to mind the  strange case of  the actress Celia Imrie , she got anorexia in her teens when she was told she was too big to be a ballerina,  her parents knew a world famous hypnotherapist at St Marys Hospital he did some weird stuff on her subconscious she always berates this man but he reprogrammed her brain and got her onto the path of recovery.

Hypnotherapy is a fascinating subject and I suggest you do your own research

Most people  trying to  recover from  anorexia with  the best will in the world  seem to find themselves  tied to  a treadmill of the same disordered, destructive thought process day in day out.  The internet is full of recovery blogs yet many are seemingly getting nowhere,  there are lots of verbal support and memes on twitter’s anorexia community, lots of rallying cries to keep fighting but there is no known CURE , this is a scientific fact just as there is no known CAUSE.   So many just live a half life, unable to get closure with Ana and move on .   Healthcare professionals have even offered the conclusion that you will be fighting anorexia for the rest of your life ? There are more and more older women living with anorexia having had it for 30 plus years, many have never married because they have obeyed Ana and not got involved in relationships instead they have isolated themselves just like Ana wants them to,  this is such a tragic waste of life. A life given over to the control of Ana, Ana in the driving seat of your life ?

Many people advocating recovery on social media have obviously still got Ana in the  driving seat of their life and some even like it that way for a number of reasons –  Ana keeps you slim , Ana is always there for you, most genuinely don’t know that they have been taken over by a demon,  some know they have been taken over by Ana and that she is evil but don’t know anything about demons,  others  are scared that they are nothing without Ana, Ana definitely brainwashes victims to believe this.   You can have Ana in your head for the rest of your life.   You can long and wish for the voices to stop but Ana usually won’t shift  unless you really stand up to it even then it may not go. Of course family and loved ones help enormously when they are in your corner fighting Ana it is so important but even then Ana can sometimes still stick around in some corner biding it’s time.  We got rid of my daughters anorexia by praying to Jesus it was a total surprise believe me when it happened but I was desperate and really really worried when our daughter got anorexia, actually I have 2 daughters and they both got it the eldest got it first very seriously she was admitted to an inpatient unit.   Just before she was admitted I had discovered what really lay behind anorexia – demonic activity – I admit it sounds bonkers and I had zero interest in demons I simply wasn’t interested but I knew it was the truth and I knew that Jesus was the antidote so that bit was easy for me because I am a Christian anyway although I don’t go to church.  The breakthrough came one day when my daughter was heading up to the loft to exercise like mad in private I said to her What’s driving you it’s demonic?  this made me think so I went online to see if anyone else thought this. Loads of people refered to anorexia and Ana as demonic but they didn’t mean it literally, it was this guy that really made sense – although I have to say  the end of the video where he talks in tongues is funny when you first hear it and I know nothing about speaking in tongues

The strength of your belief in Jesus is what powers the eviction of Ana  so it won’t work if you approach prayer in a half hearted manner you have to give 100%  – it is like a miracle and I had to share this discovery – praying to Jesus cures anorexia

My daughter had a dream around that time and in the dream  she said I was shouting at a dark cloud and  that the cloud went away as if I had scared it away but Ana isn’t going to be scared of me I  think I must’ve been praying for the power of Jesus to free her from the demon, demons look like dark clouds or shadows if we could see them.  I was so relieved  when this demon seemed to have left my daughter but unfortunately  she said that she felt deflated – Ana  was her only friend  and  she actually missed the demon as a constant companion   – this sounds very wrong doesn’t it – but she was telling the truth so it  should be acknowledged –  after this I  discovered to my astonishment that many anorexics did in fact want Ana in their life  ?  How sad is that, that my beautiful daughter had been so badly damaged by bullies that she didn’t want this horrible Ana who had been so friendly in the begining to leave her?

But then what did she know about demons? What does the average person know? Hardly anything  apart from what they learnt from Hollywood films but  Hollywood is anti Jesus  so they would never make a film showing  Jesus getting rid of demons.

Pro Ana sites want to keep anorexics oppressed by Ana and never recover  they taunt those trying to recover with “triggering” images on social media  which  drags them back into  destructive anorexic  behavior.   Anorexia  can be  very  competitive too – they  are all vying to be the thinnest   because Ana wants it that way,  Ana winds them up and plays them off each other so they are all competing  to look like skeletons.

Another point I want to make is this – demons that have been evicted do try to get back in, they will appear when you are vulnerable  but saying  the Lords Prayer or  Go away in the name of Jesus gets rid of them they just flee when they hear the name Jesus – no other name has this  effect.

I couldn’t have got rid of the demon Ana and it’s destruction of my daughter   without Jesus’s name and power that’s for sure , Jesus’s help  is  absolutely free of charge which is awesome when you consider the ED industry is making billions   from people’s misery

It was  weird  and shocking to find out  the true cause of this horrible affliction which had been  the worst thing to ever happen to us as a family  – but it wasn’t quite “happy ever after ”  because even though Ana was no longer  controlling  our daughter  like before she wasn’t back to normal either  regarding eating , body image  and food.  It seems all recovering anorexics will still  think normal weight is mammoth, many even  try to commit suicide at this point – the weight gain makes them feel that bad – so  embedded is Ana’s mantra of  ultra thin is best .   My daughter was  discharged from CAMHS and although Ana wasn’t in her controlling her she was left with anorexic traits she became vegan then turned bulimic as 40% of anorexics do but she is doing oaky now she has the usual problems but she doesn’t have anorexia.

Recovering from anorexia is difficult because the enemy hasn’t been articulated yes they say  Ana is  allegorically a demon yes Ana must be beaten but really Ana hasn’t been called out and ousted as a demon so it’s like punching in the air and getting nowhere. Life is a treadmill living with Ana inside your head calling the shots telling you that you are a fat loser – it doesn’t have to be this way I am showing anyone that wants to hear there is another way you can get rid of Ana for good and forever and the way is JESUS