This post is going to focus on Bulimia, I have wondered for a while now if “Mia” is a demon like Ana, and having just read the book Catherine A Tragic Life by Maureen Dunbar in which Catherine had anorexia and bulimia it is clear to me that Mia is indeed a demon just like Ana with the same endgame – destruction and death – she just goes about it a different way
Bulimia (BM) and anorexia (AN) often co exist, many people with anorexia go on to develop bulimia. Anyone with anorexia who wants to go back to normal will soon find out that it isn’t that simple because you have been altered by Ana, and the road to recovery is full of pitfalls one being the 40-50 % chance of developing bulimia, so just when you think you have said goodbye to Ana Mia may walk into your life and she is every bit as evil as Ana.
We know the dangers of anorexia and have a rough idea of the high suicide rate but it is less well known that bulimics are even more likely to commit suicide than anorexics the shame, loss of control and self disgust is so desperate that it often pushes them to take their own lives. I think bulimia co existing with anorexia must be the worst – it is so cruel to brainwash someone to idealize skeletal features and then push them into an addictive binge and purge cycle that undoes all the “hard work” they accomplished from starving themselves – for Ana – but cruel doesn’t even begin to describe ED demons aka Ana, Mia and ED and the pain they inflict on their victims, families and loved ones. Let there be no mistake here they are out to kill – that is their mission – but they can’t physically kill their victim they can only get their victim to kill themselves by starvation, bulimia, low self esteem and resulting suicide, bulimia suicides are from the shame of binge eating – the opposite of what Ana brainwashed them to do. Ana doesn’t really care about or value skinnyness – she just wants victims to care – so much so they will die in pursuit of it you see it’s just a means to an end for Ana and Mia.
Demons work together as a team so they will decide to use the same tactics for example a few months ago there was a craze amongst anorexics to look like a pixie, impish with big eyes, well demons put that in their heads another demonic trend during the early 90s was anorexics binging on raw offal (I kid you not ) I read at least 2 accounts of young females with anorexia binging on raw offal – kidneys, heart, liver etc and then dying from it – an emancipated body cannot withstand an overload of foreign, bloody, raw offal so death is most likely – at the time I was aghast as to what made them do such a thing and now I know why – Ana and Mia suggested it.
Bulimia is invisible as the person suffering from BM looks normal because they aren’t usually underweight and this is the reason bulimia doesn’t get the attention that it desperately needs. Whereas it’s visibly obvious that someone is suffering from AN if they have a low BMI less so when they are weight restored, the most common mistake people make however is to asume an anoretic is back to normal when they are weight restored – because they aren’t – the demon is still controlling them either by urges or by actually talking to them , suicide often occurs at this point – so distraught are they at the weight they have gained. But bulimia may be part of recovery for many people with anorexia and although it can be dangerously addictive most people will outgrow it and so you must have faith that you will outgrow it and that it is a temporary phase whilst your body adjusts to eating properly again.
You only need to be under the spell of anorexia for a short time to get messed up by it and I think this is what happened to Princess Diana, for a while there was a lot of speculation that Diana had anorexia, it went away and then later she said she suffered from bulimia, Diana was well known for trying many different treatments and alternative therapies I think she even had hypnosis at one point, was she searching for a cure for the bulimia ? Towards the end of her life I think she may have beaten it – this is all just guesswork on my part btw.
Anorexia demons have a clever set of tricks and one of them is to disable the gauge that tells us we have had enough to eat so anyone wanting to recover and is ready to embark on normal eating will find themselves clueless as to what constitutes a normal portion and incapable of allowing themselves to eat and enjoy food even if they want to. When they eventually do start eating and enjoying food they may find they cannot stop and that they have stepped onto the roller-coaster of binge eating and purging – bulimia.
Catherine Dunbar suffered from AN and BM her mother Maureen Dunbar wrote the book Catherine A Tragic Life
this is a compelling and tragic account of Catherine’s decent into anorexia including writings from Catherine’s diaries. Mia was raging in Catherine, she shoplifted and stashed away masses of food in preparation for mamouth binges in the evening which would go on into the small hours this youtube video explains how Mia operates
and here is a google image page of typical binge food hauls
Catherine had faith though and the most interesting part of the book was when Catherine was in a hospital run by nuns and she saw the demon – she didn’t call it a demon – here is an exert
I am not suggesting that everyone who binges has the devil inside them ? But it is obvious Catherine had a demon controlling and oppressing her. Demons when they first come on to someone present themselves as friendly spirits, kind and supportive – this is how they trick and deceive their victims to let them in, no one would allow a demon in if it appeared as it really is – an evil malevolent dark cloud – that’s why demons disguise themselves as good spirits, once they get in they will get their victim on the road of destruction and death. Catherine didn’t suspect the urges driving her were from a demon because when she let it in all those years ago it seemed so friendly and helpful and it went on to became very much a part of herself – even when she saw the evil entity around her she didn’t equate it with the dark urges she had within her.
There was a play based on this book – did the demon get mentioned in it ? I doubt it very much – we are told by secularists that demons don’t exist except in medieval times but the Bible mentions demons, Jesus cast out demons, also it is written in the Bible that anyone who believes and follows Jesus can cast out demons and I can testify to that. It is the strength of belief in Jesus that powers an exorcism, an exorcism doesn’t have to be done by a priest in a black robe with a crucifix either the above exert illustrates how powerful prayer is in the fight against demons the above exert is in fact an exorcism because the nun and Catherine drove out the demon with the strength of their belief in Jesus. But sadly they didn’t make the connection between Catherine’s dark desires inside her and the “evil presence around her” they didn’t link the starving and binge eating cycle to the “evil presence”. Once a demon has been cast out you have to be vigilant to keep it out because it will try to get back in – the only way to be safe from demons is to be close to Jesus He has to live in your heart.
In Catherine’s case they kept successfully driving the demon out by prayer only for Catherine to allow it in all over again – the reason why she did this is – mistaken identity – Catherine mistook the demon (which she had had within her for a long time ) as a friend not a foe because the demon disguised itself as a helpful benign entity – that’s how they get in – through trickery.
Demons and Jesus can’t co exist in the same place one has to leave and it is always demons because they are nothing but grovelling dirty spirits in comparison to Jesus’s almighty power they know Jesus is the son of God and they fly away when Jesus appears . Yet Catherine did love Jesus but her case shows how she was tricked constantly by the demon, she internalised what she thought was a friendly spirit but it took control of her and made her mistake it as part of herself , she carried through the urges it gave her, she obeyed the “dark desire ” for thinness and death It is easy for me to say all this today but back then in the 1980s anorexia was a new baffling phenomenon.
AN was classified as a mental illness in the 1980s but it isn’t a mental illness like schizophrenia and bipolar disorder ( demons don’t cause either of them btw ) anorexia is a sick mind but it has been made sick by an evil entity however I can’t see this explanation ever being taken seriously though even though people are dying of both anorexia and bulimia every day.
The stats show that more people suffer from bulimia than anorexia it is an addiction for millions of people so what can be done ? The good news is bulimia is often successfully treated by hypnotherapy but you need to get a really good hypnotherapist and they don’t come cheap, hypnosis is more successful for treating bulimia than anorexia, find a hypnotherapist that has experience and proven success in treating bulimia and ask for a free consultation. Really NHS and private companies should use hypnotherapy for bulimia I know that NHS uses hypnotherapist to get cancer patients to eat so why don’t they use hypnotherapists for bulimics to stop eating so much ?
here is a free hypnosis video on youtube – I haven’t watched it all btw so can’t really vouch for it
You must really want to be cured from bulimia and then you must believe that you can be cured. If you get a voice telling you to binge then it may be you have a demon oppressing you and I suggest you ask for Jesus to save you from it – if you ever call on Jesus He will be with you instantly and will be there for you for as long as you ask Him to be – let Jesus help you -you don’t have to be bullied by a demon there is help available obvs I recommend having a relationship with Jesus 24 / 7 but it is up to you
Lastly my top tip for staying slim is walking – you lose more weight walking than running or going to the gym – which pumps you up.
Make sure that you enjoy the food you eat, enjoy it and feel satisfied, don’t deny yourself food during normal meal times bc that is the time to eat – breakfast , lunch , dinner, if you get cravings to binge in the evening allow yourself a starchy snack at about 10pm bc this will help you sleep – I have something like a piece of toast – get into deep breathing bc it will flood your brain with oxygen
breathe through your nose, filling your lungs with air , expanding your rib cage to hold as much air as you can – hold this air for as long as you comfortably can – then breathe slowly out of your mouth , purse your lips as you do so – repeat 3-5 times
Listening to music is a good distraction maybe you could dance to the music to distract you from binge eating ? below are some of my current favourites
So to sum up – after restricting many go to the opposite end ie binge eating but don’t panic, or be bewildered it is better to be eating than restricting especially if you have chosen recovery above all DON’T FEEL GUILTY AND PLEASE NEVER CONSIDER SUICIDE – keep faith that it will all work out in time and that binge eating is part of the process of recovery for some people – if you do gain too much remember walking is the best way to lose weight just make sure you have enough iron
good luck everyone – you can do this